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I am the ground my thoughts walk on.
- My life force is the air my thoughts breathe.
- My memory is the scenery my thoughts walk through.
- My identity is the prize my thoughts battle for.
- My role as perpetrator and victim is their battleground.
- By denying I am the offender role I become the offender role.
- By becoming the offender I become the victim for my victim who is now my offender.
- By resisting the victim role I become the victim role.
- By becoming the victim I become the offender for my offender who is now my victim.
- By trying to keep from being a victim I become an offender.
- By trying to keep from being an offender I become a victim.
- Yet always thoughts steal my identity when I defend my self as perpetrator and justify my self as victim.
- Yet always the one in power is the offender and the one without power the victim.
- Yet always the struggle for fame and fortune is the struggle to be the offender.
- Yet always to be right is to be the offender.
- Yet always I can only play the game by being both roles.
- Yet always I live for the pride of being an offender.
- Yet always I live to avoid the shame of being a victim.
- Yet always being a victim allows me to be an offender.
- I am angry to stop being a victim.
- I am anxious to prevent being a victim.
- I am depressed when stuck being a victim.
- I soon forget my self and care only to be justified in my battles.
- I live as the knowledge of my roles among the dead.
- I have forgotten self is only the place and space for thoughts and neither thoughts nor roles.
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